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Who: Sen, Lawr, Sword and Mutou
When: Afternoon
Where: Mutou’s Office
What: After the fight
Rating: PG-13



Sen knows he was acting like a spoilt brat as they make their way to Mutou's office. But it's not fair! It wasn't his fault! He shouldn't be the one in trouble, it should be that stupid brat's fault. He tugs at the handcuffs, even though he has already made his wrists bleed, and drags his feet, staring at the floor.

Mutou stretches in his chair. Today should be an easy day. Of course he has no clue anyone is coming to visit him.

"Sen, calm down. You're gonna cut your hands off if you keep doing that," Sword said, trying to make Sen relax. The guards knocked on Mutou's door and waited for the go ahead before leading the three inside. Sen was first, then Sword and finally Lawr. His was beaten pretty bad, and he had a small cut on his throat from when Sen had pulled the knife on him. He smiled sheepishly at Mutou.

Mutou narrows his eyes as the three come in. He waits until the guards leave before speaking. "What the -hell- is going on here?"

Thankful that the guard removed the cuffs Sen rubs at his wrists, letting out a heavy sigh. He shrugs his shoulders at Mutou's words, scuffing his foot against the floor. "Your pet needs a stronger leash."

Lawr snorted, "You need to learn to keep your mouth shut."

Sword just remained silent. After all, he really didn't know the whole story. He just beat Lawr up, so Sen wouldn't go to the villa alone.

"Stop!" Mutou stands, slamming his hands on the desk. "Sen. You are to address him by name only. Understand?" He glances to Lawr. "What happened?"

"I was in my cell putting some things away and we got talking and then he started telling me lies about you. So I lunged at him and he pulled a switch blade on me. The guards were bringing us here. Sword showed up and then just started wailing on me."

Sword only smirked.

Sen raises an eyebrow at Lawr. "One. I didn't lie. And two, you had me on the floor punching me in the face. I was only doing what Mutou told me to do and defended myself."

"Why was I being discussed at all?"

"It just came up? He was talking to me and I didn't want him to. So he asked why I didn't like him and I told him."

Sword moved to sit on a chair and watch all this unfold.

Sen folds his arms across his chest. Glaring at Lawr from where he's stood.

"Why the hell do you hate me? I'm not the asshole here."

"What happened between Mutou and me is OUR business, not yours! Keep out of matter you don't understand!!"

Mutou frowns at all of them. "Swordfish, if you think you're spending time in the villa WITH Sen, you're mistaken. SEN! What did you say to make Lawr attack you?"

Sword shrugged, "Just a cell beside him will be fine."

Sen glances at Mutou, then back at the floor. "I simply said that you're not all sunshine, rainbows and puppy dogs and that you get off on mask play and power play."
BoyPriest01: "You implied that he was a rapist!" Lawr shot back.

Sword let out a short, aburpt laugh, "So when exactly in this conversation did Sen lie?"

Lawr shot a look at Sword.

"Everyone shut up!"

Sen almost lets out a dry chuckle at Sword's words, but manages to control it, instead he simply glares at Lawr.

Sword smirked, trying not to laugh.

Lawr grew quiet and looked at the ground.

"Swordfish. You'll be residing on the opposite side of the villa from Sen. Lawr, we have to talk about your temper and apparently things others have a problem keeping to themselves. Sen, why did you find it necessary to indulge him with things from the past that both of us had seemingly gotten over? Wasn't it YOU that encouraged him to me in the first place?"

Sen gives the ground a kick. "Because I didn't think it was fair that he was having a go at me for breaking your heart when he didn't have all the facts. I know I hurt you, and that's something I'll always have to live with. And sometimes... I wonder if I did make a mistake coming back here. But, you hurt me too. And you betrayed my trust. I didn't like being made out to be the bad guy, when I wasn't the only one at fault."

"Fine. But if I find out that he was touched, you know who I'm coming after...." Sword narrowed his eyes at Mutou. But then his expression changed when sen said he though he made a mistake. "You know what, Mutou," He said getting up and walking to the door, "He's all yours. Now, if you don't mind I'll be going to the villa."

Lawr remained silent. It sounded like Mutou was upset with him, and he didn't like that. He never wanted to upset him.

"Sword... Please.... I didn't mean it like that..."

"Sen just shut up!"

"No one is going to open that door for you, Sword." He walks around to pull Lawr against him. "Sen, this jealousy you have for Lawr has to stop. I am not the same person from those years ago."

"Jealousy?! You think I'm jealous of you and him?! Holy freakin' Hell!! Have you not listened to anything that I've ever said to you in here? I care for you but I sure as Hell don't LOVE you! Maybe I did once but not anymore!!"

Lawr was a bit surprised to find himself being pulled against Mutou. But he hesitantly put his arms around the man' waist.

"Seriously," Sword said leaning against the door, "Do I really have to stay here and listen to this?"

Mutou snorts at Sen. "You don't have to be in love with someone to feel jealousy." He looks at Sword. "No. I don't think a trip to the villa is needed either. Though next time you attack Lawr, you will regret it. Sen, you may leave too." He walks to the door, bringing the boy, and presses a code into the keypad that nobody will see!

"Well, good. I would have hated to have seen my efforts gone wasted..." Sword said as he walked out of the room and headed to his cell.

Sen lets out a frustrasted sigh and walks after Sword, finding it a little hard to catch up to him. Lawr knocking him to the floor only worsened his rib injury.
He grabs Sword's arm slamming him into the nearest wall. "Stop it!"

Sword pushed Sen away, "Stop what exactly? Feeling incredibly hurt because you think that your coming back here was a mistake?" He began to walk back again.

Sen continued to follow Sword. "I said SOMETIMES! I think I made a mistake! When we fight. Like this. When you're angry. I sometimes wish I could be a million miles away from here in the sun, away from the shouting and away from that glare you get."

"Well then maybe you should just go back and start fucking him again! Maybe you'll get your wish!"

Sen fought back the tears. "I chose you! Doesn't that mean anything?"

"It meant a whole lot and I was always thankful.... Up until you admitted it was a mistake."

"You know what? Screw this!" Sen held up his hands in defeat. "I can't talk to you like this. And I don't have the energy mentally or physically to fight you. I love you Sword, and I'd do anything to be with you. Why anything else matters, I don't know. But it obviously does to you. So when you stop being an overly jealous jerk and want to talk like an adult. I'll be waiting."

"Okay. But let me ask you this Sen. If the roles were reversed and I had said that it was a mistake. Can you honestly stand there and tell me that you wouldn't be hurt in the least?"

"Yeah. I'd be hurt. But I didn't say I made a mistake. I said I SOMEtimes THINK I made a mistake... That's not the same thing."

"Even just thinking it once is enough."

"So when we fight, you don't wish you were somewhere else far from here?"

"No. Because the only place I want to be is with you."

Sen sighed, folding his arms across his chest. "You're just making this into something bigger than it needs to be. I'm beginning to think you like it when we fight."

"Maybe I am making it bigger. But it still hurts like hell."

"I'm sorry. I wasn't intending to hurt you. And for the record, I don't regret coming back."

"If you don't regret it," He said moving into their cell, "How can you think it was a mistake? Even if it is only sometimes."

Sen shrugged, walking behind Sword. "I told you. I only think it when we fight or you're being a jerk. People think all kinda of weird thoughts when they're hurting."

Sword sighed and shook his head, "I don't know what to....... do or even think."

Sen let out a sigh of his own. He reached out, touching Sword's arm lightly. Before turning to leave.

"Where are you going?"

Sen shrugged. "To give you some time to think."

"Alright."

A stray tear rolled down Sen's cheek, dripping onto his shirt.

Sword stood and sighed softly, "Why are you crying?"

"Because I hate it when you're angry at me. I hate it when we fight. I'm so scared of losing you that half the time I daren't even open my mouth incase I say something wrong."

"You're not going to lose me.The only way this relationship will end is if you end it. Or if you do something REALLY stupid... Like kill Lacey."

"You know I wouldn't hurt her. And you know I'd never end the relationship... Or if I did I'd come crawling straight back to you like a beaten dog."

"Well, then you have nothing to worry about.”

"Just... Don't be jealous of Mutou, okay? It's you I love."