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WHO: Sword, Kain, Sen
WHAT: Sen meets Sword at Kain's office
WHERE: Kain's office
WHEN: During rec period.
RATING: TBA



It had taken all day but Blue finally convinced Sword go and speak with Kain. "You just lost the first person you could love. Perhaps the only person. Sword I know you. You need to talk to someone about it." Blue had told him. Relcutantly he agreed and headed over to Kain's for the appointment Blue had set up. He now sat in a chair oppisite Kain and was explaining to Kain what had happened. Kain was patient while he listened. sword told him everything. How he turely felt about Sen, and how he never wanted to be apart from him. But one could only take so much of this yo-yoing back and forth. Sword wanted so badly to cry, but he couldn't get his body and tear ducts to obey. Maybe he was through crying over Sen. Who knew?

"Sword," Kain began, "I know it's very painful to lose the one you love so dearly. And you have every right to feel the way you do. BUt perhaps, I can help."

Sword sneered slightly, "If you plan on taking on his appearence, you can just forget about it. I don't want anyone but him. I don't even want a copy."

Kain nodded, "I understand. But that wasn't what I was going to suggest." Kain looked over to his clock, "Help will be here very shortly."

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Sen swallowed hard. "Sword... I didn't mean to hurt you, I wanted to let you know the truth right away, but, Blue said it would ruin the plan."

He lay his head on Sword's lap. "I love you, I don't want to break up, not really. Blue thinks it's the only way to get the Warden off our backs. It is worth a try, isn't it?"

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As soon as Blue's name was mentioned, Sword started to listen more carefully. So Blue was behind this? Well, that would explain why he wanted Sword to go and see Kain so badly. It only made sense. He was quiet and he thought about it carefully. He sighed, "So? Are we supposed to just sneak around and meet here everytime we want to see each other?"

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"For now, just until things cool down. It'll be hard, but it'll be worth it in the long run. Just think, when this blows over we'll be able to embrace each other on your bed once more." He knelt up, cupping his hand around Sword's cheek. "We'll be able to hold each other, caress each other, without the constant fear of being pulled apart. That's worth fighting for isn't it?"

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Sword nodded, "Yeah." He suddenly pulled Sen into his arms.

Kain took this as his cue to leave. He walked past them and quietly shut the door behind him. May be he would go and visit David for awhile.

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Sen moved to straddle across Sword's lap, wrapping his arms around the man's neck. "I could never really leave you. I'm addicted to you." He ran his fingers through those wonderful dreadlocks. "You are my sun, Sword. Whatever happen, always remember that."

He dipped his head, capturing Sword's lips with his own, kissing him slowly.

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"Sen," He said hugging him close and burying his face his the crook of Sen's neck, "I love you so much. SO much it scars me sometimes."

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Sen continued to run his fingers through Sword's hair softly. "I know, Sword, I know. I'm so sorry I keep hurting you, I really don't mean to. Sometimes, I feel like no matter what I do, it'll hurt you in some way. Like... I'm at the bottom of the great big hole, and everytime I try to climb out, I only fall further."

He placed tender kisses against Sword's temple, holding onto him. "I'm so scared of losing you, the thought that I could lose you makes me crazy. This place suffocates me, the only thing keeping me strong is you."

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"Sen," He said, "I want you to quit your job. You can find something else to do. Something where the Warden isn't around."

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A pout formed on his lips, even if Sword couldn't see it. "But Sword, I like my job. I like my office, it's somewhere I can think. Besides, it gives me a chance to keep an eye on Mutou - can find out what he's planning." He didn't mention the 'payment' it cost him to keep things sweet.

"Besides, we still haven't done it on my desk yet."

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"Sen. I know you're sleeping with him. And I am angry about it," He said honestly, "But not at you. It's not you're fault. The man may as be raping you again." He sighed, "And who are we going to have sex on your desk with Mutou in the next room?"

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Sen bit down on his bottom lip, feeling like his whole world had just fallen apart, even if Sword said it wasn't him he was mad at, he knew somewhere inside his heart Sword must be angry and hurt by his actions.

He let out a sigh, resting his forehead against Sword's. "You were never meant to find out. I didn't want to make you hurt anymore than I already have. I'm not proud of my actions, I feel dirty and low, but... If it means he leaves you alone, I'd pay any price."

He clung to Sword more. "Besides, having him in the next room, the risk of being caught, that'd be kinda hot."

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"Don't you think it's better to tell me, than have me find out later and be even more hurt knowing that you kept a secret from me?" He placed a tender kiss on Sen's lips to show that he wasn't angry.
Sword chuckled a bit, "It wouldn't be a risk. It would be a for sure thing that he'd catch us."

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He returned the kiss, kepping his lips against Sword's for a moment after the kiss broke. "Blue told you, didn't he?" He asked, letting out a sigh. Though in truth, it could have been anyone, but he'd always tried to keep the sordid goings on of that office a secret.

He once more ran his fingers through Sword's hair. "It'd probably turn him on, and who knows? We could probably get those same cells in solitary!"

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"No it wasn't Blue. I've known for a long time." He made a disgusted face when Sen said that Mutou would be turned on, "The last thing I want to do is turn him on."

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Sen pressed a soft kiss to the tip of Sword's noce, before simply gazing into those silvery blue eyes for a long silent moment. He pulled Sword's arms around him more, wrapping his own around Sword in return. "Shhh, I don't want to mention him."

He leaned in pressing another kiss to Sword's lips, snaking his tongue over the other's lips softly.

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Sword moaned softly as he felt that tongue over his lips, "And you think I do?"

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"Then, his name is banned from this room when we're alone here." He smiled soft, once more gazing into those silvery eyes. He loved Sword's eyes, the colour was unique, beautiful - not grey and not blue, simply silver. Even if Sword couldn't see him, he still loved to gaze into those orbs. He let out a soft contented sigh.

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"Good," HE said and kissed Sen passionately.