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What: Music, talking, sexing
Where: Their cell
When: Evening
Rating: NC-17
Lucas had the cell to himself; it made a nice change. He loved Sky's company, but some alone time was really good too. He sat on the bottom bunk, strumming away on his guitar, singing quietly along with it. "I dont wanna be a star; Dont wanna be your god. We came together cause you see it too. And I'll never look away when the sun is in my face... The best part of me is in the music I give to you."
Sky had been headed back to the cell, he'd wanted to get something but when he heard that voice he forgot entirely what. He stopped, his body tensing. He leant against the wall just near the bars and stood listening. It was something he had never expected to hear but his face produced the softest smile as he listened.
Lucas continued to sing softly, plucking the strings of his guitar as he did. "It's not as dark inside as it used to be, shadows still remain. The circles that was my life hid the truth from me... Living with the shame..."
He stood against the wall, silent as he could manage, thankful that there wasn't much noise about. The song was so beautiful and the teen felt bad for listening without permission but this was too good to miss.
The tune chnaged and Lucas moved on to sing a different song, picking and switching between songs. "I miss the way it used to be when everything was beautiful; and you were there and I was sure. I miss the way it used to be when anything was possible... now all that was is dead and gone."
Sky realised Lucas was switching between songs but each one sounded so heartfelt. He slid down the wall and sat quiet, listening. His heart pounded in his chest, so loud he could hear it. His lightly bruised face was blushing and he didn't understand his own reactions.
Lucas stopped singing and lay his guitar beside him on the bed, he opened a bottle of water, taking a sip to cool his throat. It had been awhile since he had sung and his voice was straining a little.
He waited silently for any more but stood and took a deep breath, moving into the cell now, still so silent. He couldn't say he'd been listening. He smiled softly at Lucas, glad is black hair was guarding his blush. He sat at the desk and opened his journal.
Lucas smiled over at him. "Hey, didn't hear you come in." He set the guitar down on te floor and flopped back on the ebd. "How's your day been?"
"Fine." He spoke softly, still blushing so brightly, taking a slow breath to try to slow his heart. He couldn't look at Lucas
Lucas sat up and moved over to the desk, looking over Sky's shoulder at the journal. "What have you been up to?"
Sky's breathing shallowed and sped up, he felt awkward. "U-um... just... reading. And... a little bit of drawing. H-how about you?" He couldn't help all the nervous stuttering.
Lucas ruffled Sky's hair. "Are you okay? You seem flustered. Did something happen?"
He took a deep breath when his hair was touched. "No! N-Nothing happened. I'm fine." He swallowed hard then picked up his journal, stood up and began to leave.
Lucas frowned a little. "Sky? Why are you running away? What's wrong?? Talk to me."
Sky stopped and looked at the floor, chewing his lip. He turned to face Lucas and blushed harder. "Nothing is wrong. Really." He smiled softly, hugging the journal tightly.
Lucas hooked a finger under Sky's chin, tilting his head. "You're blushing..."
He made a soft noise, looking down at the floor. "I'm not... it's just bruising." He hoped that would work but he doubted it.
"Bruising doesn't look cute like that blush does. Why are you blushing, Sky?"
He chewed his bottom lip a moment then leant up and kissed Lucas softly. "I'm not." He answered, looking down once again.
Lucas kissed back, wrapping his arms around Sky. "Well then, why are you trying to run away?"
"I-I'm not. I just... I ..." He couldn't think of a suitable excuse. He just clung to his journal.
"Talk to me? What's wrong?"
"Nothing is wrong. I'm fine." He muttered, putting one hand on the older man's chest.
Lucas lay his hand on top of Sky's. He leaned in, kissing the boy's nose.
"Lucas..." He murmured, blushing even more. He wanted to ask him to sing, but then Lucas would know he listened. But it was obvious there was something he wanted to say.
"What's up, Sky? What do you want to say?"
He pulled away and placed his journal on the desk then held up the guitar, very carefully. He let out a sigh, not wanting to say it.
Lucas took the guitar. "You want me to play?" He held it, starting to strum the strings."
Sky took hold of his arm and pulled him to sit down on the bunk. He nuzzled his ear lightly. "Sing for me too." He whispered.
Lucas sat and flushed a little. "Sing? Well... okay, if you want me to..." He started to sing softly too.
He rested his chin on Lucas's shoulder and nuzzled him. "Sing... what you sang before." He had to give himself away if he wanted to hear those songs.
Lucas chuckled soft. "You were listening? I thought I was alone." He started to sing a selection of the songs he'd sang earlier.
Sky listened intently, his chin still on the shoulder but his hands now gripping the back of Lucas's shirt. He really couldn't keep calm when Lucas sang. The voice just made him tingle and blush.
Lucas blushed a little himself, closing his eyes to focus on his singing and not on Sky's hands.
Sky shivered a little, his breathing shallowing again as he watched those hands on that guitar. He truly admired the man for his talents. "I love your voice." He murmured in his ear.
Lucas stopped singing and smiled, leaning against Sky lightly. "I'm glad."
He nuzzled Lucas's neck. "I'm sorry for listening earlier. I was coming back and heard you... I guess I got curious and I just waited outside, listening."
Lucas smiled, resting his hands on the guitar. "You should have come in, I wouldn't have minded."
He smiled softly. "It's different though. You thought you were alone so you didn't mind how you sounded. With me here now, you're obviously going to try to sound perfect." He kissed Lucas's face. "But you sounded perfect both times."
Lucas chuckled, blushing a little. "Nah, I still have plenty of faults. Especially since I've not sang for awhile."
"Mm, your voice is perfect." He replied, adamant on the fact, pressing his hands to Lucas's lower back now.
"Well, at least you think so." He nuzzled back against those hands.
Sky nuzzled Lucas's neck, finally just slipping his arms around him. "I really like you." He mumbled. He felt like a clingy child but he couldn't help himself.
Lucas put the guitar down and rested his hands on top of Sky's. "I like you too."
"You sure I'm not just an annoying brat who clings too much and listens in when you want to be alone?" He chuckled softly.
"Well of course, but that's half your charm."
Sky laughed softly then let go, lying back on the bunk and folding his arms behind his head. "You really know how to charm a guy." He spoke sarcastically.
Lucas laughed soft and shifted to lay beside Sky. "I know. It's a natural gift I have."
"Along with being a cocky bastard?" He smirked, moving to lie on his side, leaning up on his elbow to look at Lucas.
"Mm. And irresistable too."
He chuckled. "You reckon so, huh?" He laughed and lay back.
"Mmhmm. With my rugged manly good looks. Don't you agree, Sky?" He teased.
Sky smirked. "Maybe rugged and manly just doesn't do it for me."
"Then why lay on my bed so often? Hmm?"
"I'm scared of heights." He joked, nudging the man towards the edge of the bunk.
Lucas pulled Sky with him, stealing a kiss. "So, I should move up there and leave you down here alone."
He smiled as he was kissed. "You'd want to leave me alone?" He smirked, folding his arms behind his head again.
"It is a possible thought. Yes." He kissed Sky again. "Would you want me to leave you though, that is the question."
"Hmm..." He chuckled softly. "You're tolerable, and you make a good pillow. You can stay."
"Mmkay." Lucas snuggled up against Sky. stroking his hair.
He chuckled and nudged him. "Not sleeping again, are you, old timer?"
"Not at all, kiddie. Just cuddling."
Sky smirked and ran his fingers through Lucas's hair. "I have a feeling you were never so cuddly on the outside."
Lucas chuckled. "Well, I never had anyone as cute as you to cuddle up to."
"What about Law? He didn't cuddle you?" He didn't want to seem argumentative, just curious.
"Not very often. He wasn't the cuddling type."
Sky curled into Lucas. "Well, you're lucky I am." He gripped two handfuls of Lucas's shirt and looked into his eyes. "You're very lucky, or I'd be unpleasant to live with."
Lucas stole a kiss. "Why is that? If you weren't cuddly, I wouldn't snuggle you all the time."
"If I wasn't cuddly and you tried snuggling me I'd be very unkind. So it’s a good thing I'm cuddly." He smiled sweetly and kissed Lucas once again.
Lucas chuckled and kissed back.
Sky tugged at his shirt as they kissed then lowered his hands and pressed them to Lucas's bare stomach. "Warm..." He murmured against the man's lips.
Lucas laughed against Sky's lips. "Can't keep your hands off me."
Sky huffed, removing his hands and rolling to face the wall, his back to Lucas. He had a sly smirk; he wondered how Lucas would react.
Lucas spooned up against Sky, wrapping his arm around the boy's waist to pin him in place as he nibbled his neck. "You can't get away from me that easily."
Sky bit his lower lip to stop a sound leaving his mouth. "You're in a very good position, Lucas." He murmured, pressing back against him.
Lucas continued to nibble on Sky's neck, rocking his hips a little. "Is that so?" He whispered against the boy's ear.
That noise escaped and his eyes fluttered closed as one hand ran through Lucas's hair and the other gripped his hand around his waist. "Yeah... feels good."
Lucas kept hold of him, rocking his hips again. "This?"
"Aahh... yeah... that." He replied, nudging that hand a little lower, ever so slightly.
Lucas slid his hand down between Sky's legs, rocking his palm against the boy's groin, while continuing to rock his hips.
"Ohh...god..." He moaned quietly, shivering. He didn't expect or demand anything in particular from Lucas but the man knew what he wanted.
"You can call me Lucas." He teased, nibbling more on Sky's neck as his hand continued it's teasing assault.
He laughed lightly, through a moan. "Conceited." He remarked, rolling his hips back against Lucas's.
Lucas moved his hand up to unfasten Sky's pants, slipping his hand inside. He ground his hips against Sky, moaning soft. "You expected anything different from me?"
"Ahh... not really..." He replied, turning his head to looking at the man while holding his arm loosely.
Lucas stole a kiss, slipping his hand under the waistband of Sky's boxers to wrap his fingers around his length.
Sky moaned into the kiss, rocking his hips lightly into that hand and against the larger man. His free hand twined in Lucas's hair. "You don't... dislike this... right?"
"It feels very nice." He purred. "Though, you might be comfier if you pulled your pants down."
Sky blushed more and lowered his hands to push down his pants. His heart pounded hard in his chest as he saw that hand working.
Lucas stroked Sky, firm, slow but gentle, he rocked his hipsat the same pace, his own erection straining against his pants.
Sky moaned as he was touched, the feeling against his naked backside making the whole thing much more intense. He bit into his hand then gasped, reaching for Lucas's free hand and placing it on his hip.
Lucas stroked his skin oh so tenderly with his fingertips with his free hand, while his other continued to work Sky's length. He withdrew both hands to free himself from his pants, grinding his erection against Sky, but making no attempt to enter him. He moved his hands back to their prevous locations, letting out a soft moan
The feeling of that length against him made him moaned louder, his fingers reaching back to touch it. "Lucas... so good..." He panted. He was certainly prisoner to this man now. No one had ever done this to his body and made it feel so incredibly wonderful and right.
Lucas gasped at Sky's touch. He continued to stroke the boy, rockign his hips. He panted soft. "Just imagine how it would feel if I was inside you." He purred.
"Ohh..." He moaned, pushing back against that erection. "You can... you can go inside... me..." He body shuddered all over.
Lucas kissed his neck more. "There's no rush for such things. We have no lube and i don't wish to hurt you."
"I-It's okay... I'm used to it... I don't find it p-painful..." He was barely able to speak coherent thoughts. His body was aching now, and he turned his head to look at Lucas. "I trust... you..." He murmured.
Lucas gave a slight nod. "Tell me if it hurts too much..." He pressed the head of his erection against Sky's entrance, pushing forward slightly.
He let out a moan, closing his eyes. He moved his hips back against it. "It's okay... push in."
Lucas pushed in slow, gritting his teeth at the tight, dry heat.
Sky groaned, his own teeth gritted as he gripped the sheets. He tried to relax but it was difficult. Lucas was big as it was all done without preparation or moisture.
Lucas panted hard, resting his hands on Sky's hips. "It's too much for you. I'll hurt you."
"I'm fine..." He began, moaning before he could continue talking. He panted rough breaths. "It's alright... just push into me." He nodded slightly.
Lucas pushed more until he was completely sheathed within that crushing heat.
Sky closed his eyes tighter, gritting his teeth with more harsh breathing. "It feels so good to have you inside me." He murmured, being sure to occupy his hands with the sheets, he didn't want to lapse into violence now. Not with Lucas.
Lucas panted soft. "It's not too painful?" He asked, beginning to move.
His back arched as Lucas moved. "It... hurts but... I know it'll feel better soon." He replied, stroking his own slightly softened penis back to its former rigidity.
Lucas's precome gave a little bit of much needed lubrication, makin it a little smooth, but still not enough as proper lube would have. He gave a thrust, movng his hand back to wrap around Sky's length.
Sky jerked at the thrust, mewling and reaching his hand back to grip a loose handful of Lucas's hair. It was so very painful but he'd thought a lot about this, he wanted it, and the pleasure outweighed that discomfort.
Lucas slipped his hand down to massage Sky's balls, trying to distract him from the pain as he thrusted again.
"Aahhn... almost..." Lucas had come very near to his prostate gland with that last thrust and Sky shuddered in pleasure. Especially with the hand fondling him.
Lucas rolled his hips slightly, adjusting the angle of his thrusts, using his free hand to pin Sky against his chest.
And that adjustment made a perfect hit and his hands clenched into fists, one in the sheets and one in Lucas's hair as his moaned loudly into the bedding. He couldn't make too much noise but he wanted to just scream out.
Lucas continued to massage Sky's balls, before moving his hand back to the other's length, stroking in time with his thrusts, groaning in pleasure.
His eyes watered as the swollen arousal inside him repeatedly touched that nerve bundle. "Lucas... aahnn... hahh..." His back arched again. There were words on his lips he was biting back.
Lucas bit at Sky's throat, growling in pleasure. "Sky... so good... ngh... close..."
He whimpered, nodding. He was close too and as Lucas moved a few more times his body tensed, he clamped down on that invading length, and he sank his teeth into his own bicep as he released with a low growl followed by a sharp moan.
That extra tightness was such a wonderful yet crushing feeling. Lucas gave one last deep thrust, coming deep inside his smaller partner, filling him with his seed.
Sky panted and released his vice-like bite from his arm, shivering as blood ran from the teeth marks. He took hold of Lucas's hand and kissed the back of it. "Thank you." He murmured softly, almost whispering.
Lucas pulled out, pulling Sky tighter against him. "No need to thank me." He frowned a little. "You're bleeding."
"Just a little. It's alright." He fluttered his eyes closed a moment with a long exhale before turning his head to look at Lucas. "You aren't angry about that, right? Since you didn't seem very willing to begin with..."
Lucas stole a kiss. "And here I thought it was my smooth moves that had melted you and made you want me."
He smiled softly. "It was, but you said there was no rush... and I kind of rushed you." He wriggled slightly and held Lucas's arms around him.
"I just didn't want to hurt you." He held Sky tighter, resting his shin on the boy's shoulder.
He shook his head lightly. "If we had done it... with lube I'd have probably gotten... violent. I want it to hurt to begin with. It suppresses my violent nature." He told him. Sky already confided so much in the man that he trusted him deeply.
Lucas stroked Sky's stomach. "So, no gentle love-making then..."
"I'm sorry... I'm getting better at suppressing those reactions. It's just... when I turned fifteen, one of the many men who Isobella used to lend me to got rough..." He sighed heavily. "I lashed out and killed everyone I had sex with from that point." He squirmed over to face Lucas. "But... I think the reason I didn't hurt you... was because... I care very deeply for you." He blushed and kissed him then.
Lucas kissed back, nuzzling Sky close. "I care for you too, you know that, right?"
He nodded, cupping Lucas's face with both hands. "I know. You'd have pinned me down and forced yourself on me a lot sooner, otherwise." He smiled then giggled softly. "You've really changed me."
"Aw, I hope I haven't changed you too much. I want to see the real Sky, not a Sky changing to make me happy."
"No... I mean, you've made me... happy. Not how I was." He kissed him lightly. "I really l... like you." He stopped himself using 'that' word.
Lucas kissed Sky back softly, stroking his hair. "I'm glad."
He buried his face in Lucas's neck. "I know... that I'm still young. And we're so very different, but I never want to lose you." He spoke quietly.
Lucas cradled him close, kissing his head. "You're stuck with me."
“How do you feel about having a child for a lover, hm?" He teased, hooking his leg over Lucas's.
Lucas scrunched his nose up. "You make me sound like a kiddie feeler saying it like that..."
Sky laughed hard. "There is ten years difference between us. But I'm not a child, so don't panic. Kids can't be put in prison."
"Ten years is nothing these days. If you were a woman ten years younger than me, no one would raise an eyebrow. Besides, I don't care what anyone else thinks."
"Hm? You enjoy my body that much?" He teased, lifting his head to give Lucas a cheeky, but nevertheless cute, grin.
Lucas kissed him. "Shush you. I like all of you, not just your body."
Sky purred into the kiss then giggled. "I'll never understand why. I'm an ex-plaything. Hundreds of men have touched me, I've been screwed constantly for the past ten years. But a good man like you likes me? It's almost too much to believe." He then kissed him, climbing to push him onto his back and lie on his chest.
Lucas held him, running his fingers through his hair. "Don't think about the whys or hows. Just accept it." He murmured. "Now rest."
"We're filthy though." He pointed out, yawning anyway. He was very exhausted.
"We can shower later, now sleep, you look exhausted."
He yawned again. "Mm... someone wonderful wore me out." he replied, nuzzling Lucas's neck. His eyes drifted closed and he let out a slight pained noise before sleep took hold.
Lucas let out a sigh, continuing to hold Sky, petting his hair lightly until he drifted to sleep.