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welcometotheughbackupWho: Ryuiki/Kashe and Shuya
When: After Shuya hears about Ryuiki's suicide attempt
Where: Infirmary
What: An attempt to make amends turns into Kashe acting once again as an instigator.
Rating: PG-13, we'll say.
After meeting with Sono in the library and hearing the news of what Ryuiki had done, Shuya felt a responsibility to apologise to the stranger. Before clocking out for the night, he made a last-minute decision to make his way to the infirmary, if only to look at the boy whose heart he had unwittingly broken. Shuya slowly opened the door, standing motionless on the threshold, silently gazing upon the frail-looking inmate inside.
He looked more than a little uncomfortable with the way he was laying, arms tied to the side of the bed and partially on his side. He couldn't sleep here, it was uncomfortable on his back and he couldn't lay on his side with the way he was tied. Ryuiki lets out a little whine, knowing it would be ignored by the nurses. They didn't trust him enough to let him have his arms.
He winced as he saw what physical pain he must be going through, and couldn't even imagine what torment he must feel inside. To see Sono with him must have come as a huge shock, and he couldn't blame him for acting rashly, no matter how irresponsible it was. Shuya tried to remain calm as he closed the door behind him and slowly approached the bedside. "...Ryuiki?"
"Noo..." The response was automatic, be it insticnt or played from memory, he couldn't tell, but he tensed up anyway and closed his eyes tight, holding hid breath even for a moment, the machines coplaining instantly. The sound seemed to jerk him back to his position and he opened his eyes, blinking innocently. "H-hello?"
"It's... Shuya. You and I share a mutual friend." He didn't want to mention Sono's name, knowing he'd understand anyway. "I came here to make sure you're alright."
His eyes seemed to dim and he looked away then, trying to hide his face and succeding a bit. His hair had come loose of it's tie. "I'm okay...I'll be fine."
"You don't look too fine," he attested, casting an eye on his bound arms. "But I also came... to apologize, I guess." He looked at the ground then, clearly uncomfortable in this situation.
"Why are you sorry? You didn't know, you asted on instict, with your heart..." He says this softly, just laying limp on the cot and shivering a little. "I'm sorry I'm still in your way..."
"You shouldn't apologize for anything other than giving Sono a heart attack. He really cares about you, you know..." Shuya sighed and looked at Ryuiki's face, knowing that he had Sono first. Shuya was the thief here.
"He deserves better than me. I'm not...going to try anymore." The teen closed his eyes, un intentionally holding his breath and inhaling quickly when he remembered.
"If it's what your heart wants, you owe it to yourself to at least try." It hurt Shuya a little to talk this way. As much as he wanted Sono to only love him, he knew that Ryuiki was someone without whom Sono couldn't live. "Sono needs you. If you're gone, then he's gone. I... couldn't live without him."
"He doesn't need me, I'm a side project. I came second, now I've gone to third. I'm just going to stay out of the way." He says softly, couching a souple of times before tugging hard at the restraints hilding his hands, tensing greatly but keeping himself silent even though the machines complained.
"Ryuiki, you're lying. You should have seen how pained his face was when he told me about you... he loves each of us with all his heart. You'd hurt his feelings if you told him you consider yourself to come third in his eyes." Shuya gently put a hand over one of Ryuiki's, wishing him to stop struggling. It was only making things worse.
"That's because he's a good person..." He mumbles softly, laying limp once again when he was touched. "Already you're wondering how he could love someone as pathetic as me..." He mumbled this softly, in a different tone as his personalities switched. "He's blind. He can't tell the different between love and lust. He's a stupid little boy. "
Shuya watched him with wary eyes, realizing that this must be his alternate personality. "Kashe... I think it's clear that he's in love. He hasn't even touched Sono; I'm the one doing that, but I'm still in love." He looked at him with hard, cold eyes, seeing Kashe as nothing more than a demon haunting this boy's body.
Kashe scoffed, turning his head to the side and tugging hard at his wrists again. "He went to you because Ryu wouldn't give him anything. He needed sex and Ryu didn't want to give it up."
Shuya scowled, suddenly grabbing him by the shoulders and pinning him down. "You're not going to hurt Ryuiki's body any more," he ordered, his voice deadly serious. "And Sono wouldn't have slept with me if he wasn't in love first. You have no idea how our relationship evolved, so don't try and tell me bullshit like that."
"He said it himself." He hisses this out, flexing his hands and just pulling on the restraints untill he felt a shapr stap of pain in his wrists and went limp. He's opened the would again, instantly the small man felt dizzy.
"Shit, look what you did!" Shuya yelled for a nurse, praying that somebody would come and mend him quickly; his own medical knowledge was minimal. "Kashe, Sono and I loved each other before we even kissed. He wouldn't ever use me for sex."
A nurse came by and tightened the bandages on his wrists, looking at him sternly and reprimanding him, "Stop struggling or else they'll never heal."
"Funny, He molested and played with Ryu the day they met, what's that mean hm? Ryu's a pet to him and you know it." He hissed this before the nurse had time to come over, perfectly timing his tears so that they would be rolling down his cheeks by the time she got there. "P-Please..Please, get him away from me! He-He's..." He had this mastered by now, and he sounded just like his other personality.
Shuya's breath caught in his throat as he heard his reasoning. No, there was no way that could be true. Sono loved him. This was all about love. It had to be; he hadn't given his virginity to greedy carnal desire.
The nurse finished mending Ryuiki's arm, then looked at Shuya with scolding eyes. "Excuse me, you have to leave. He wants to be left alone."
"You don't understand," Shuya tried to explain. "He's lying. I need to talk to him."
"I can't let you stay, Sir..." She turned as she heard Ryuiki speak again.
"H-He pulled on my arm so hard..." The tone was the same, but he switched to japanese, knowing Shuya would knew what he was saying, and the nurse would just take it for panic. "He did it twice...Nearly fucked him the first time but didn't know what to do and Ryuiki was afraid of getting caught. Love right? He may love you but now us."
Those words his Shuya hard, causing him to turn red and ball his fists. "I don't believe you. All you want is to get under my skin and ruin things between me and Sono. It's NOT HAPPENING." He fought the urge to punch him square in the jaw, knowing that the nurse was pissed at him enough already.
"I think I've heard enough, Mr. Nanahara. Get out of the infirmary now, before I call the chief guard." Her voice was stern, convinced this man was doing absolutely nothing to help the situation.
"I think I'll tell you when I'm ready," he contested, narrowing his eyes at her before turning back to the inmate. "Kashe, you're going to rot in hell."
"Ask him about it, 'Gee sono, how did you met Ryu? and how good did he taste when he was confused and scared?' He'll never say it, but when Sono kissed him he paniced and almost let me out." He turned to look at the nurse. "Y-you can let him stay..J-just watch...We still...H-have to talk, please?"
"...If you insist." She raised her eyebrows at the two of them and retreated to a further wall, her gaze never leaving the guard.
Shuya, meanwhile, felt like he'd already heard enough. "Everything you say is a lie. Sono's heart is nothing but pure."
"Ryu thinks so too, but I've seen it, the second time they saw each other, they were so close to sex, you can ask Sono how Ryu felt. Sure he loved out, just make him stop lying to us." His voice quivered and Kashe looked genuinely confused. "When they met, they hugged and uddled, then Sono pushed it further, guided Ryu into a corner and pressed him. When pressed, we change to what people want us to be. He was flirty, sexual because it's what Sono wanted." He voice failed again and Kashe tensed up as Ryu forced forward. He had something to say, but he just started sobbing.
Shuya was close to yelling and asking him why Kashe wasn't so inclined to feel "pressed" when Shuya was the one who held the taser in his holster, but stopped when he saw some kind of transformation coming over the boy's body. "...Ryuiki," he said simply, staring motionlessly at his sobs. "Kashe... Kashe lies. He never tells the truth. Isn't that right?"
"He...He's...It's true..." His voice was so soft, and again he tugged at his wrists, using the pain to both hurt himself and keep kashe away. He had been so oblivious, Kashe had convinced him now. His breathing was coming in gasps now and he shok his head. "He...did more to me before...Before he said he loved me...A-and..right after he did....He went...A-and had sex...W-with you...N-not once when we saw each other...did he keep his hands off me..." He pulled at both of his wrists then, heart rate increasing as his blood preasure dropped, he had opened his other would now, blood slowly pooling on the floor and staining the sheets.
The nurse could hold her tongue no longer at the sight of the fresh blood, and she hurried to tie more bandages and fix what Ryuiki had just wrecked. "It's time for you to leave," she said to Shuya, pointing to a wall phone. "Get out now, or I'm calling the warden directly."
Shuya hesitated, looking from Ryu to the door, then Ryu again. "Sono loves us," he promised to him, backing away from his bedside. "He's in love with us and he's going to share us until he makes up his mind. This has nothing to do with sex."
"Nanahara," the nurse warned again, her voice geting even sharper.
He stepped outside the door to the infirmary, still staring at the younger man. "I promise, this is love."
When: After Shuya hears about Ryuiki's suicide attempt
Where: Infirmary
What: An attempt to make amends turns into Kashe acting once again as an instigator.
Rating: PG-13, we'll say.
After meeting with Sono in the library and hearing the news of what Ryuiki had done, Shuya felt a responsibility to apologise to the stranger. Before clocking out for the night, he made a last-minute decision to make his way to the infirmary, if only to look at the boy whose heart he had unwittingly broken. Shuya slowly opened the door, standing motionless on the threshold, silently gazing upon the frail-looking inmate inside.
He looked more than a little uncomfortable with the way he was laying, arms tied to the side of the bed and partially on his side. He couldn't sleep here, it was uncomfortable on his back and he couldn't lay on his side with the way he was tied. Ryuiki lets out a little whine, knowing it would be ignored by the nurses. They didn't trust him enough to let him have his arms.
He winced as he saw what physical pain he must be going through, and couldn't even imagine what torment he must feel inside. To see Sono with him must have come as a huge shock, and he couldn't blame him for acting rashly, no matter how irresponsible it was. Shuya tried to remain calm as he closed the door behind him and slowly approached the bedside. "...Ryuiki?"
"Noo..." The response was automatic, be it insticnt or played from memory, he couldn't tell, but he tensed up anyway and closed his eyes tight, holding hid breath even for a moment, the machines coplaining instantly. The sound seemed to jerk him back to his position and he opened his eyes, blinking innocently. "H-hello?"
"It's... Shuya. You and I share a mutual friend." He didn't want to mention Sono's name, knowing he'd understand anyway. "I came here to make sure you're alright."
His eyes seemed to dim and he looked away then, trying to hide his face and succeding a bit. His hair had come loose of it's tie. "I'm okay...I'll be fine."
"You don't look too fine," he attested, casting an eye on his bound arms. "But I also came... to apologize, I guess." He looked at the ground then, clearly uncomfortable in this situation.
"Why are you sorry? You didn't know, you asted on instict, with your heart..." He says this softly, just laying limp on the cot and shivering a little. "I'm sorry I'm still in your way..."
"You shouldn't apologize for anything other than giving Sono a heart attack. He really cares about you, you know..." Shuya sighed and looked at Ryuiki's face, knowing that he had Sono first. Shuya was the thief here.
"He deserves better than me. I'm not...going to try anymore." The teen closed his eyes, un intentionally holding his breath and inhaling quickly when he remembered.
"If it's what your heart wants, you owe it to yourself to at least try." It hurt Shuya a little to talk this way. As much as he wanted Sono to only love him, he knew that Ryuiki was someone without whom Sono couldn't live. "Sono needs you. If you're gone, then he's gone. I... couldn't live without him."
"He doesn't need me, I'm a side project. I came second, now I've gone to third. I'm just going to stay out of the way." He says softly, couching a souple of times before tugging hard at the restraints hilding his hands, tensing greatly but keeping himself silent even though the machines complained.
"Ryuiki, you're lying. You should have seen how pained his face was when he told me about you... he loves each of us with all his heart. You'd hurt his feelings if you told him you consider yourself to come third in his eyes." Shuya gently put a hand over one of Ryuiki's, wishing him to stop struggling. It was only making things worse.
"That's because he's a good person..." He mumbles softly, laying limp once again when he was touched. "Already you're wondering how he could love someone as pathetic as me..." He mumbled this softly, in a different tone as his personalities switched. "He's blind. He can't tell the different between love and lust. He's a stupid little boy. "
Shuya watched him with wary eyes, realizing that this must be his alternate personality. "Kashe... I think it's clear that he's in love. He hasn't even touched Sono; I'm the one doing that, but I'm still in love." He looked at him with hard, cold eyes, seeing Kashe as nothing more than a demon haunting this boy's body.
Kashe scoffed, turning his head to the side and tugging hard at his wrists again. "He went to you because Ryu wouldn't give him anything. He needed sex and Ryu didn't want to give it up."
Shuya scowled, suddenly grabbing him by the shoulders and pinning him down. "You're not going to hurt Ryuiki's body any more," he ordered, his voice deadly serious. "And Sono wouldn't have slept with me if he wasn't in love first. You have no idea how our relationship evolved, so don't try and tell me bullshit like that."
"He said it himself." He hisses this out, flexing his hands and just pulling on the restraints untill he felt a shapr stap of pain in his wrists and went limp. He's opened the would again, instantly the small man felt dizzy.
"Shit, look what you did!" Shuya yelled for a nurse, praying that somebody would come and mend him quickly; his own medical knowledge was minimal. "Kashe, Sono and I loved each other before we even kissed. He wouldn't ever use me for sex."
A nurse came by and tightened the bandages on his wrists, looking at him sternly and reprimanding him, "Stop struggling or else they'll never heal."
"Funny, He molested and played with Ryu the day they met, what's that mean hm? Ryu's a pet to him and you know it." He hissed this before the nurse had time to come over, perfectly timing his tears so that they would be rolling down his cheeks by the time she got there. "P-Please..Please, get him away from me! He-He's..." He had this mastered by now, and he sounded just like his other personality.
Shuya's breath caught in his throat as he heard his reasoning. No, there was no way that could be true. Sono loved him. This was all about love. It had to be; he hadn't given his virginity to greedy carnal desire.
The nurse finished mending Ryuiki's arm, then looked at Shuya with scolding eyes. "Excuse me, you have to leave. He wants to be left alone."
"You don't understand," Shuya tried to explain. "He's lying. I need to talk to him."
"I can't let you stay, Sir..." She turned as she heard Ryuiki speak again.
"H-He pulled on my arm so hard..." The tone was the same, but he switched to japanese, knowing Shuya would knew what he was saying, and the nurse would just take it for panic. "He did it twice...Nearly fucked him the first time but didn't know what to do and Ryuiki was afraid of getting caught. Love right? He may love you but now us."
Those words his Shuya hard, causing him to turn red and ball his fists. "I don't believe you. All you want is to get under my skin and ruin things between me and Sono. It's NOT HAPPENING." He fought the urge to punch him square in the jaw, knowing that the nurse was pissed at him enough already.
"I think I've heard enough, Mr. Nanahara. Get out of the infirmary now, before I call the chief guard." Her voice was stern, convinced this man was doing absolutely nothing to help the situation.
"I think I'll tell you when I'm ready," he contested, narrowing his eyes at her before turning back to the inmate. "Kashe, you're going to rot in hell."
"Ask him about it, 'Gee sono, how did you met Ryu? and how good did he taste when he was confused and scared?' He'll never say it, but when Sono kissed him he paniced and almost let me out." He turned to look at the nurse. "Y-you can let him stay..J-just watch...We still...H-have to talk, please?"
"...If you insist." She raised her eyebrows at the two of them and retreated to a further wall, her gaze never leaving the guard.
Shuya, meanwhile, felt like he'd already heard enough. "Everything you say is a lie. Sono's heart is nothing but pure."
"Ryu thinks so too, but I've seen it, the second time they saw each other, they were so close to sex, you can ask Sono how Ryu felt. Sure he loved out, just make him stop lying to us." His voice quivered and Kashe looked genuinely confused. "When they met, they hugged and uddled, then Sono pushed it further, guided Ryu into a corner and pressed him. When pressed, we change to what people want us to be. He was flirty, sexual because it's what Sono wanted." He voice failed again and Kashe tensed up as Ryu forced forward. He had something to say, but he just started sobbing.
Shuya was close to yelling and asking him why Kashe wasn't so inclined to feel "pressed" when Shuya was the one who held the taser in his holster, but stopped when he saw some kind of transformation coming over the boy's body. "...Ryuiki," he said simply, staring motionlessly at his sobs. "Kashe... Kashe lies. He never tells the truth. Isn't that right?"
"He...He's...It's true..." His voice was so soft, and again he tugged at his wrists, using the pain to both hurt himself and keep kashe away. He had been so oblivious, Kashe had convinced him now. His breathing was coming in gasps now and he shok his head. "He...did more to me before...Before he said he loved me...A-and..right after he did....He went...A-and had sex...W-with you...N-not once when we saw each other...did he keep his hands off me..." He pulled at both of his wrists then, heart rate increasing as his blood preasure dropped, he had opened his other would now, blood slowly pooling on the floor and staining the sheets.
The nurse could hold her tongue no longer at the sight of the fresh blood, and she hurried to tie more bandages and fix what Ryuiki had just wrecked. "It's time for you to leave," she said to Shuya, pointing to a wall phone. "Get out now, or I'm calling the warden directly."
Shuya hesitated, looking from Ryu to the door, then Ryu again. "Sono loves us," he promised to him, backing away from his bedside. "He's in love with us and he's going to share us until he makes up his mind. This has nothing to do with sex."
"Nanahara," the nurse warned again, her voice geting even sharper.
He stepped outside the door to the infirmary, still staring at the younger man. "I promise, this is love."
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Date: 2008-10-28 04:27 pm (UTC)Sono: I apologise toooo!! T_T