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[dive-in-deep.livejournal.com]

Who: Sen, Kain
When: After Sen leaves the Infirmary
Where: Kain's Office
What: Sen's having a breakdown
Rating: TBA

Sen made his way straight from the Infirmary to Kain's office. He was exhausted and in need of a shower, but he needed to see Kain more. His foot still hurt, but not as much as it had. He knocked on the door and walked in, looking tired, drained and a lot older than he actually was.

"Kain? Are you around?"

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[therapist-kain.livejournal.com]

Kain didn't answer Sen. He knew that there was nothing he could say now to comfort him. He also knew that Sen just needed to get everything out. So he let the younger man vent and cry, rubbing his back and sitting there listening.

[dive-in-deep.livejournal.com]

Sen choked on his tears, starting to hiccup, holding that pillow tighter, clutching at it like a lifeline. "I... I just want him to love me the way I love him... I want to be able to lay and talk to him without fear of arguing every time I open my mouth... I can talk to Norman about my dreams, my fears, my feelings... So why can't I do that with Sword? Why can't we just be a normal couple? Why does it have to be so hard? It's killing me inside!"

[therapist-kain.livejournal.com]

"Have you told him that? I mean exactly the way you just told me? I've come to realize that subtlety is lost on Sword. You need to be direct and to the point with him."

[dive-in-deep.livejournal.com]

He shook his head, wiping his eyes on the pillow. "I can't talk to Sword, every time I try we end up fighting. Sometimes... especially lately... I find myself even wondering whether the relationship is worth fighting for... I love him, I love him so damn much... but I don't know how much longer I can fight to make this work."

[therapist-kain.livejournal.com]

"You need to tell him that Sen. You need to make it clear. If you're going to make this work, you need to tell him straight out. It's either you or Ky. That you want to spend night talking about random things and that he needs to open up more to you. Sen, for your sake you need to do this."

[dive-in-deep.livejournal.com]

"I... I can't! I'm scared of him! And... I can't force him to be something he isn't. I can't force him to be romantic, I can't force him to open up, I can't force him to give up Ky. I just... I need to get a hold of myself and keep all these things inside so he doesn't find out."

[therapist-kain.livejournal.com]

"Sen. That is the last thing you need to do. I will say this again. You either tell him or I will. Or like I said before, I will make the decision for you both."

[dive-in-deep.livejournal.com]

"Nato... When I came to you... when I couldn't decide between them... you told me... you told me you knew which one I loved and that you knew which loved me... right?" He wiped at his eyes, making them even more red. "Tell me... am I taking the right path?"

[therapist-kain.livejournal.com]

Kain gently wiped the tears from Sen's face, "If you tell him what needs to be said." He said simply.